Came across an interesting verse in my daily Scripture readings yesterday. Psalm 119:83 – “Though I have become like a wineskin in the smoke, I do not forget Your statutes.” Not sure why I have never seen this verse before. It is probably because it is buried among 176 similar sounding verses within the longest chapter in the Bible.
What did this expression mean and why did I feel like it describes me right now? The surrounding context is a Psalmist that is facing hardship. His soul is languishing for deliverance (v.81) and He asks God: “When will you comfort me?” (v.82) He then says he feels like a wineskin in the smoke. Now in the culture of the day, wine was stored in animal skins. These skins if stored indoors with a fire present would become dry, then blackened and eventually would crack and become useless. Good word picture, huh?
In the midst of feeling as used up and worthless as a discarded beverage container, he adds: “I do not forget Your statutes.” God’s word alone is the balm he needs for his wounds. He might feel forsaken by man, but the Word says God has not forsaken him… and he is banking his life on it.
Sometimes, a word of Scripture can help when nothing else will do. N. T. Wright remarks:
“Some parts of the Bible are best drunk like a large glass of water on a hot day—in other words, large quantities at a time—while others, such as many parts of the letters, are best sipped and savored, drop by drop… (always remembering that, especially in a letter, every verse means what it means in relation to the whole thing, not on its own. But the point is that reading the Bible is habit-forming: not just in the sense that the more you do it the more likely to want to do it, but also in the sense that the more you do it the more it will form habits of mind and heart, of soul and body, which will slowly but surely form your character into the likeness of Jesus Christ.” (After You Believe, p. 262.)
Barely holding it together? Too weary, you think, to turn to the Bible? His Word is a lamp (v.105) and it can provide you the light of hope you need… even in the midst of the smoke.